When I'm not busy, I'm online
If you ask how I am, I say that I'm fine
I stay connected, I stay in touch
If you ask what I'm up to, I tell you not much

But I'm clenching my jaw
'Cause I don't trust myself anymore

I'm interested in things going on
But one moment you're there, the next you're gone

And I'm clenching my jaw
'Cause I don't trust anyone anymore

And I'll give you nothing or I'll give you my all
But I'm scared of closeness, of asking for more

And I'm clenching my jaw
'Cause I don't trust myself
And I'm clenching my jaw
'Cause I don't trust anyone
And I'm clenching my jaw
'Cause I don't trust myself
And I'm clenching my jaw
'Cause I don't trust anyone anymore