[00:01.11] I was surprised [00:04.87] I was happy for a day in 1975 [00:14.09] I was puzzled by a dream [00:18.12] It stayed with me all day in 1995 [00:27.64] My brother had confessed he was gay [00:31.87] It took the heat off me for a while [00:37.66] He stood up with a sailor friend [00:41.23] Made it known upon my sister's wedding day. [00:59.10] Got married in a rush to save a kid from being deported [01:05.31] Now she's in love [01:09.89] I was so touched, I was moved to kick the crutches [01:14.82] From my crippled friend [01:19.21] She was not impressed [01:21.99] Cause I cured her on the Sabbath [01:25.46] I went to confess [01:29.39] When she saw the funny side, we introduced my child bride [01:35.67] To whiskey and gin [01:39.07] To whiskey and gin. [01:50.00] The priest in the booth had a photographic memory [01:55.68] For all he had heard [01:59.62] He took all of my sins and he wrote a pocket novel [02:05.32] Called The State That I'm In [02:09.66] So I gave myself to God [02:12.92] There was a pregnant pause before he said okay [02:19.71] Now I spend my days turning tables round in Marks & Spencer [02:26.22] They don't seem to mind. [02:33.75] I gave myself to sin, I gave [02:37.14] Myself to providence and I've [02:40.54] Been there and back again [02:42.85] The state that I am in. [02:47.10] I gave myself to sin, I gave [02:50.41] Myself to providence and I've [02:53.72] Been there and back again [02:56.28] The state that I am in. [03:06.91] Oh love of mine, would you condescend to help me? [03:12.59] Cause I am stupid and blind [03:16.57] Desperation is the Devil's work, it is the folly Of a boy's empty mind [03:26.78] Oh and now I'm feeling dangerous [03:29.98] Riding on city buses for a hobby is sad [03:36.68] Why don't you lead me to a living end [03:39.69] I promised that I'd entertain my crippled friend, [03:45.90] My crippled friend. [03:50.50] I gave myself to sin, I gave [03:53.68] Myself to providence and I've [03:56.93] Been there and back again [03:59.44] The state that I am in. [04:03.43] I gave myself to sin, I gave [04:06.73] Myself to providence and I've [04:10.13] Been there and back again [04:12.46] The state that I am in. [04:16.62] I gave myself to sin, I gave [04:19.87] Myself to providence and I've [04:23.06] Been there and back again [04:25.57] The state that I am in. [04:29.74] I gave myself to sin, I gave [04:32.93] Myself to providence and I've [04:36.22] Been there and back again [04:38.64] The state that I am in. [04:43.09] I gave myself to sin [04:45.47] And I've been there and back again [04:50.74] Oh yeah